msn messenger with hotmail

Hi, does anyone know how to get the old msn messenger with hotmail because since this new Windows live msn messenger, i have beenn having problems mostly everyday. My msn messenger would sign off and on on it's own, i cant open my emails or delete (computer would freeze for no reason), the compose box is so small now plus it doesnt word wrap anymore, when i forward an email, the person i'm sending it to gets it all garbled up. If only it was like lavanet, at least you can see what you type and everything looks the same when you forward it.

Any suggestions or help. MSN tech support seems to not have a clue and from the last time they know about the problem but seems to not fix it.